Rampancy Video (MV)

I open my eyes but I don't really see
All that surrounds me it's blinding
I know that I can't sit here but I can not even stand
I'm paralyzed
Time has blurred to nothing, it's been a week since I have eaten
But I'm not hungry
I hate what I am thinking, but I think it anyway
Will someone please deliver me from rampancy

And I hate myself for hating you
Cause you say that it's nothing to do with me
And I hate myself for loving you
Cause there's no one but me to blame

I open my eyes but I can't really see
All that surrounds me it's blinding
I know that I can't sit here but I can not even stand
I'm paralyzed
Time has blurred to nothing, it's been a week since I have eaten
But I'm not hungry
I hate what I am thinking, but I think it anyway
Will someone please deliver me from rampancy

And I hate myself for hating you
Cause you say that it's nothing to do with me
And I hate myself for loving you
Cause there's no one but me to blame

(Open my eyes)
And I hate myself for hating you
(I can not see)
Cause you say that it's nothing to do with me
(I can not sit here)
And I hate myself for loving you
(But I'm paralyzed)
Cause there's no one but me to blame