Within Shadows - Of Two Meanings (feat. Part of the Plan) Lyrics

Clouded thoughts filling up my mind
Laying in this bed I feel so confined
Clock is ticking now and I
Can't believe the f*cking time
A question wrestled day today
Why should I get up?
I could not say
(Then again)
Why shouldn't I?
Move against the tide
Come what may
A miracle
This life bringing
Subtleties
I'm against this ease
With which I make believe
A feeling I won't make right
And a growing disease
I am begging you please
Don't give up on me
Blegh
There is nothing
There is everything
There is nothing
There is everything
There is nothing
There is everything
There is nothing
There is everything
I'm constantly pushing
And dragging my feet
And watching it all fall
Down to the street
A myth to compile
And promises to keep
Sisyphus says to smile
And begs me to eat
A toast to self-destruction
(From within or without
Whether whisper or shout)
Embittered by a lack of direction
(Enemy to yourself
Or a gauntlet through hell)
I'm losing it
This life feeling
I'll at ease
Falling to my knees
I know I need some sleep
It's cyclical to make light
Of this disparate disease
Every day, you'll see
I give up on me
There is nothing
There is everything
There is nothing
There is everything
There is nothing
There is everything
There is nothing
There is everything