So tell me is it f*cked up
That I can tell you how I f*cked my life up
Exactly how and when I f*cked it all up
Exactly where I was when I first gave up
Tried to call you but you would never pick up
Apologised, but you never gave a f*ck
I told you, the whole truth, I always did
Told you, I love you, you're over it
It's like a bad dream, it's not getting any better
I've had a rough year and I'm down to do whatever
Gave you all my pain, and none of my heart
Came home to hear we'd finally drifted apart
You were the last one to see me breathing
Yours was the last face to cross my mind
And as I felt my spirit leaving my body
All I could think about is the mess that I left you behind
So can you tell me straight up
If you woke up tomorrow and our lives swapped
Could you do any better with what I've got
Or would it break you down until you gave up
It's like a bad dream, it's not getting any better
I've had a rough year and I'm down to do whatever
Gave you all my pain, and none of my heart
Came home to hear we'd finally drifted apart
You were the last one to see me breathing
Yours was the last face to cross my mind
And as I felt my spirit leaving my body
All I could think about is the mess that I left you behind
Don't waste your life it's too short
Too short to get what you want
And as I felt my spirit leaving my body
All I could think about is the mess that I left you behind