I'll admit that I'm not getting better
Every day I live I'm just getting bitter
Every beat in my chest is out of time
There's no way I can fall back in line
This is the worst way to bleed out
The sad looks of peers as they gather round
To watch me slip back into my grave
What should've been such better days
Blegh
Keep digging myself into the ground
Knowing all my plans will never turn around
All the love I've tried has gone astray
Everything I know has fallen away
Sleepless
I can't put my fears to rest
Restless
Anxieties making me sweat
Thoughtless
I can't get you out of my head
Weakness
I admit I'm better off dead
Hypocrite
Coward
Don't look at me
Heartless
Hypocrite
Coward
Don't look at me
Heartless
I can't keep living this lie
Telling myself everything fine
I can't keep living this lie
Telling myself everything's fine
I need a reason to survive
Hand me the noose
Kick away the chair
If you want me gone
Push me over the edge
I'm baring my teeth
Despite everything
You can't kill what's been dead inside
I resurrect my fading pride
I'm just a shell of woes mortal past
I climb from hell just to endure this wrath
Frozen callous annihilation
Witness this dawn of oblivion
Frozen callous annihilation
Witness this dawn of oblivion