I still got room to grow but I been better than I used to be
Still the chosen one but she been choosing niggas over me
Ice around my heart
It got me colder than ever
I gotta make it by myself
You said we'd to it together
All Them nights I thought of death I owe my God an apology
He ain't proud of me
But How he bless me know that be fond of me
Got me out the mud
And kept me from poverty
So why my demons still bother me
Honestly
Ain't happy yet but I'm Tryna be
You pipe me up can't calm me down
No heart so you can't harm me now
You try to throw them bombs my way
I'm bound to bring the Army out
Soldiers you ain't tryna see
A side of me you'll never meet
A past that I was getting over
Thank you for reminding me
It's rare that you gone catch me sober
Chasing highs so I can see
I shine bright cuz it's darkness all inside of me
Yeah
I shine bright cuz it's dark shit all inside me
I'm just tryna find my way
I'm just tryna find my way
My way
My way
You was fouling so I'm keeping them technicals
Give her dope dick
Yeah I feed her a edible
Niggas be capping while I'm making capital
Claim they passing me but I'm seeing laterals
Hate what you did but you did what you had to do
So My Nigga I'm not mad at you
I hate that you up and switched lanes
You hate that you still see me passing you
Im tryna find a way out
But still in the street
Yeah I feel like a avenue
Im really running my team
Yeah uh
The same why that magic do
I had to stay at out the way
Focus on me
Just to Count up the revenue
Ball like I'm stupid with clever moves
That L was a lesson I never knew lose
I'm just tryna find my way
I'm just tryna find my way
My way
My way