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I don't like what I see in the mirror
I don't like what I think and I feel
The way I speak, I wish I couldn't hear
I'm a freak, I know I'm weird
I don't like the fact that I breathe
The things I eat, the way I sleep
I bother me, I'd rather suffocate
Hate all of me, I'd rather suffer fate
What if I said I hate this?
Bet it wont make you stay
It's alright to hate this
I don't think there's any other way
I've picked myself up this whole time
I've picked myself up
I feel fine
I let it all go
I need time
To let it follow
I feel fine
Dig me up 'cuz it's way too late
Dead tomorrow, but I live today
I don't feel nothing, use a razor blade
I just feel bubbles coming out the veins
I don't trip y'all don't know my name
My friends don't like me so I know I'm lame
Wonder if they noticed that I died today
One day bet they'll notice all the signs I gave
Wonder if they noticed all the signs I gave
Live tomorrow, but I die today
I don't know if I feel the same
I don't if you'll help me stay
I don't if you'll help me stay
And I'm tired of it, but I ain't above it
Gotta love it
I just know I'ma die today
And I'm broke as a joke
Can't afford a coke or a rope
I don't if you'll help me stay
'Cuz I hate my life and everything in it
I just feel like I'm not okay
'Cuz I hate my life and I wish I wasn't living it
I just feel like I'm not okay