I been sittin in a Dark room
Cartoons
Raw mood on a large fool
Sittin reflectin on some false moves
Those real life lessons ain't gone be no easy walkthrough
No no no
I won't open my curtains forget it
Might just go and put hurt in my kidney
With the bros we gone turn up and get it
But before I can even act upon the urge I reverse it and cancel the mission
Grab my controller, turn the game on, get food from the kitchen
Maybe I just need to hit up a shorty that wanna come through
Slide we can tumble rumble jumble
Have her speaking that Mumbo jumbo
Lifted her up, got done, she crumbled
I just need
To figure out what it is in me
Is it more growth or stupidity
Wanna break my phone and yell leave me be
Leave me to my dreams
Lately my emotions, feel like they been under my bed
Comfortable right next to the boogeyman
Something's I used to care for, I don't give a damn
And I'm still not sure yet if I'm enjoying it
I been to myself
But I'm still doing well
Cause I maintain my shell
Overcame pain when it rained flames like hell
Had to change ways for health
Lately it's been, me and myself and I yeah
Me and myself and I yeah
Me and myself and I yeah
Me and myself and I yeah
Me and myself and I yeah
Me and myself and I yeah
Solitary
It's kinda scary
Not like growin up in the town of Derry
Very
Wary
Of my surroundings and keep it near me
Heat level Carrie
For these odd parents I ain't playing fairly
We live in a world where people wanna praise bad baby
But won't turn around go back home grow up and raise that baby
Where as a man you can clowned for sayin yeah that's baby
My lady, cause you sick of messing with hoes that's crazy
Therefore to keep my peace
And keep my serenity
I keep to me
Cause there's so much idiocy
Trending
Every week
It's ugly
And I know it's beneath me
Took a break from Facebook instantly relief
What more are y'all bringing?
Besides bullshit, cruelness, anything to be seen
And I don't need no partner
I'm perfectly fine talking to myself everyday leave my phone on the charger
Women I find tryin to leave me scarred up
All these relationship victims & martyrs
Don't see no happiness in it, toxic shit winning, ima stay focused on goals and continuous growth as a father
I been to myself
But I'm still doing well
Cause I maintain my shell
Overcame pain when it rained flames like hell
Had to change ways for health
Lately it's been, me and myself and I yeah
Me and myself and I yeah
Me and myself and I yeah
Me and myself and I yeah
Me and myself and I yeah
Me and myself and I yeah