Xkwisyt - Welcome To My Life Lyrics

[Chorus:]
Welcome to my life, where things arn't always what is seems like,
I live nightmares, breathe garbage and I can only dream life.
Dead ends, stop signs, aint ever I seen green lights,
Where hate is stronger than love, welcome to my life.
Place where nothing's as it seems, see life through my sight,
I wanna personally welcome you to my life,
And after this thing? You'll understand why I am what I'm like,
Come one, come all, I'd like to welcome you to my life.

So this? Hmm started about 17 years ago,
When my dad was still around, yeah about 17 beers ago.
Oh wait, allow me to correct myself,
He was never around, never even f*cking tried to help.
From the home of Asian's with big titties, I was born in Rich City,
But I live a broke down life, f*ck guess I should have brought the rich with me.
But hey, life's a bitch, and I know the meaning of that,
Raised in a household of yelling and screaming back,
Perfect life for me? Not even close, I can't even dream of that,
And ya'll got peice of mind so easily, why the f*ck can't I get a peice of that?
Raised by a single parent, was Dad wasn't ever around,
Mom my motivator, she make sure that I never feel down,
And with all this shit talkin' from the start,
Like I'm dancin' with the Devil, and he's Crip Walkin' on my heart.
So I lay down music, and ya'll think that the best is made,
But on the real? How do I preserve my soul, when there's nothing left to save?

[Chorus:]
Welcome to my life, where things arn't always what is seems like,
I live nightmares, breathe garbage and I can only dream life.
Dead ends, stop signs, aint ever I seen green lights,
Where hate is stronger than love, welcome to my life.
Place where nothing's as it seems, see life through my sight,
I wanna personally welcome you to my life,
And after this thing? You'll understand why I am what I'm like,
Come one, come all, I'd like to welcome you to my life.

Now I aint tryin' to be 2Pac, I aint lyrically like Nas,
I'm not tryin' to be Biggie, just telling my life through these bars.
But hey, so I'm going have to keep it real, whenever the f*ckin' beat is on,
Just me, nothing like my Dad, how? My girl's never get cheated on.
So frusterated with shit, boiling mind, now you know the heat is on,
And my life is music, I'll die when the beat is gone.
I'm trying to be myself, nothing like defeat the odds,
And not tryin' to grab a mic, more like reach the Gods.
Life is a job, and I'm just tryin' to get my cash of it,
The whole - and - beef is way overblown, but I still except my half of it.
Probably die soon, f*ck yeah I'ma miss yeah man,
My clock is tickin' let's start off by sayin' sorry to Tricia man.
And make the best of life, well whatever the f*ck is left of it,
And I feel like the world is getting shot in the heart, and I'm just the chest of it.
And now everyone takin' stabs at me, and everything controversial seems to come back at me,
F*ck that I'm dyin', I live life, don't give a f*ck that the 'Kings' turned their backs on me.

[Chorus:]
Welcome to my life, where things arn't always what is seems like,
I live nightmares, breathe garbage and I can only dream life.
Dead ends, stop signs, aint ever I seen green lights,
Where hate is stronger than love, welcome to my life.
Place where nothing's as it seems, see life through my sight,
I wanna personally welcome you to my life,
And after this thing? You'll understand why I am what I'm like,
Come one, come all, I'd like to welcome you to my life.

And now everything I say, f*ck your thoughts, I'm just tellin' it,
Cause I was raised in a family where the truth is irrelevant.
Truth be told, aint no ghetto in my residence,
I try not a living the lie project, I'm a co-worker, my Dad is the president.
But f*ck him, just like him, I never gave a f*ck about um,
My friends the closest family, don't know what the f*ck I'd do without um'.
Now I gotta face it man, and this shit? Garbage, but I taste it man,
And buddie's turned on me even though I didn't give a f*ck that they f*cked in my basement man.
Shit my life is never about trust man, more like it's f*cked up,
And my life just rolled 'SnakeEyes', guess my life's lucks up.
And this shit get's me where my chest be, and I think it's got the best of me,
And nowadays everyone dying', so I live like I Rest In Peace.
So I'ma slowly die off, painful and horrific man,
Not that it's me, guess life's played out, maybe I got bored of it man.
Maybe choke myself out, drown in water, or cut my neck and let it bleed,
And why call it fate? When fate's always been my destiny

[Chorus:]
Welcome to my life, where things arn't always what is seems like,
I live nightmares, breathe garbage and I can only dream life.
Dead ends, stop signs, aint ever I seen green lights,
Where hate is stronger than love, welcome to my life.
Place where nothing's as it seems, see life through my sight,
I wanna personally welcome you to my life,
And after this thing? You'll understand why I am what I'm like,
Come one, come all, I'd like to welcome you to my life.

[sighs, and sounds of steps walking away until away]