Xana - I Saved Me Lyrics

You lost me and
I saved me but
For some reason it still feels like I need you
My body aches for you but
We never felt connected
Even in the most intimate moments you were never truly there
Your mind was always elsewhere while mine was stuck on you
I lost sight of me
My happy
I let go of my dreams for you
I was so convinced that if I could give you happiness that would fulfil me too but
You'd lost your own happy
And now we were both drowning and
While I was trying to save you inspite of my own suffering
You were out here looking for just enough oxygen for one
You would have let me drown
You would have saved yourself and watched me drown so
You can't blame me
For picking up the pieces I'd forgotten were even mine
I saved me and
You don't get to call this love anymore