Xanadu - Paper Lyrics

You gotta find a f*ckin' occupation
I used to thug it out and hold my shit in like it's constipation
I still don't talk to nobody, I just write it and say it
I used to think that people change, but they still on the same shit
Man, don't you lie to me, only got time for truth
I'm just sittin' in my room, slowly watchin' me lose my youth
Since 13, I've been sick of this world, I've been sick of these girls
It f*ckin' sickens me, I wish to f*ckin' Jesus I can breathe for just a second
But I heave and hack and cough and fall and wheeze and spit and vomit, scream and sneeze
I f*ckin' cry for help, I hit my f*ckin' knees, but still nobody came
And ever since that day, I've been alone, I haven't been the same
Since we're all getting old, I might as well let my body decay with rays of sunlight
I see the picture and the picture fades
It rains and rains like every day
"Why, God?," I cry out
He said "just wait until the sun's out"
Yeah
There ain't enough time in a lifetime
I've seen love and friendships die and I've got so much to go
Unless some bullshit happens and one day I don't make it home
If anything becomes of me, just let this right here be known
The shit I did, I did it all for me and no one else
Since everybody's got their problems, everybody helps themself
And no one else can change me, I've been myself since I was a baby
Sometimes I wonder why people hate me
And sometimes I get it, I ain't the proudest of my past
And I bet three years from now in '27, I'll look back and think "damn, that kid's a dumbass"
It's just the cycle of life, in human nature, we grow up and do our favors
I got marijuana, homie, what you want, man? Pick a flavor
Dab me up, don't be a hater
See you later, alligator
No new friends mean no new fakers
Do No Face No Name got haters?
I don't care 'bout who we cater
That's my family, let's make paper, let's make paper