Roses Video (MV)

As I sat next to the pond and looked off into the sky, I couldn't help but think
Where did everything go wrong?
How did I get here?
Seems like time goes by faster and faster every day
Before I know it, I'll be f*cking forty
Shit
Not like it matters anyway though
Yeah
What do you think of me when you see me sitting on the side of the street?
'Cause homie, I got a life just like you
(Just like you)
What do you think of me when you see me walking in rain just to make some change?
Man, I got a life just like you
(I got a life just like you)
Yeah, I go through mental struggles, anxiety, depression
Always stressing
I'm just like you
(Just like you)
I go through heartbreak, late nights alone
My only friend is my phone
I'm just like you
(Just like you)
Uh, I got a motherf*cking story to tell
One that's full of heartbreak, mistakes and whores on my cell
Being born isn't important till you're no longer here
Death will give you love, love will give you power they fear, it's weird
All these nights that I'm spending by myself
I'm not complaining, man I chose it, try to hide myself
People always let me down, so I confide myself
Man, I'm starting to believe that I don't like myself
Everyday I wake up and get high by myself
Stupid shit so I can pass the time by myself
Shit, I can't afford to lose no more time
People tell me they need a friend, do you deserve to be mine?
You gon' curve me like they do every time?
Or you for real a ride or die for me?
Never get up and switch sides on me
What do you think when you see me on the street?
'Cause I'm just thinking bout riding the beat, that's why I sing
What do you think of me when you see me sitting on the side of the street?
'Cause homie, I got a life just like you
(Just like you)
What do you think of me when you see me walking in rain just to make some change?
Man, I got a life just like you
(I got a life just like you)
I go through mental struggles, anxiety, depression
Always stressing
I'm just like you
(Just like you)
I go through heartbreak, late nights alone
My only friend is my phone
I'm just like you
(Just like you)
I think it's weird that everybody showing fake love
Thinking they can stab you in your back and shed fake blood
But I always kept it real as shit
It don't matter what you think or how you feeling, bitch
I'm in South Carolina right now
Smoking an ounce, blunt in my mouth
Balcony, ocean view, I look out
Suddenly my doubts fade as we get more faded
Never felt so great but never felt so jaded
Never been the one to laugh at your half assed wack ass joke
Just so you think I'm cool, penjamin made me a fool
Gotta get out my head for a second
I'm counting my blessings, drowning in a fountain of stressing
But I'm betting in a second, I could be dead and be known as a legend
Man, you ain't listening anyway
You probably got me on in the background
Homie, wake the f*ck up
Yeah
What do you think of me when you see me sitting on the side of the street?
'Cause homie, I got a life just like you
What do you think of me when you see me walking in rain just to make some change?
Man, I got a life just like you
I go through mental struggles, anxiety, depression
Always stressing
I'm just like you
(Just like you)
I go through heartbreak, late nights alone
My only friend is my phone
I'm just like you
(Just like you)