X-el - My Life Lyrics

This is what I'm gonna do
And this is how I live
This is what I'm gonna do
And this is how I live
Ya
This is what I'm gonna do
And this is how I live
This is me and this my life now
It is (I SAID!)
This My Life now
With a mic now
As I spit my lyrics you know me more
With every track out
I got my own demons
Everyday I live an episode so you can call these my seasons
Its the pages that I write
Pages of my life
Things that make me overthink
To stay up late
All night
Bet you'll think i'll fall right?
Bitch you'll never see me fall
I'll be here forever so you better remember... me
This is what I'm gonna do
And this is how I live
This is what I'm gonna do
And this is how I live
Ya
This is what I'm gonna do
And this is how I live
This is me and this my life now
It is (I SAID!)
I said I'm f*cking out of options!
My life is up for auction!
And sometimes i feel like I'm suffocating lack of oxygen
With all this weight surrounding me
I feel as If I'm drowning
My heart is sinking while my head, it stays f*cking pounding!
The voices in my head keep telling me that I won't ever make it
So I find a mirror clinch my fist and f*cking break it!
Watch the pieces shatter, fall
Watch that demon burst apart
See reflections of myself in the little broken shards!
Dear Alex, I'm writing you again you mothaf*cka
I'm the reason you picked up a pen
Without me there'd be nothing!
Just sign the dotted line
All your dreams and wishes everything that you can imagine will come alive!
It's okay you don't gotta think, they got
Your entire future written down inside a contract signed with blood!
Fame or Freedoms' the thought that's got you up
I know you if you don't sign then you will surely give up!
This is what I'm gonna do
And this is how I live
This is what I'm gonna do
And this is how I live
Ya
This is what I'm gonna do
And this is how I live
This is me and this my life now
It is. (I SAID!)
I said I'm f*cking out of options!
I been like this since adoption
The way I feeling right now I inform you use some caution!
So you can shut your f*cking mouth and listen while I'm talking!
I'm in charge and there's a line that you are f*cking crossing
If you're gonna stay with me then you to corporate
Instead of hating on me why not
Help me demonstrate
That we can take over the game
Man I've had it with your games
Stay the f*ck out of my way
If you don't intend on helping me!
Its my life!