Xenai - Damaru (Ritalin) Lyrics

Am I disappearing? In a way yes, you're shedding
Your thoughts may come to distract you
Feelings of ambition, pride
A mission that must be accom- Ritalin Ritalin Ritalin
I am the drug I keep putting in
Papa taught me the self discipline
My time will come yeah its imminent

Damaru Damaru Damaru
Wonder what I keep my rhythm in
Got many lives, set myself on fire
But I still remain with the melanin

I give a backhand
It's none of your business,
You're gonna witness
My intellect in this
My heart's the compass
And I'm the star in it
If Ima get in this
You're gonna win it
If Ima get in
Then you're gonna win it

Grammys and Oscars
Yeah Ima prosper
House for my mama
Clean up the karma
Zeros with commas
Checks in pajamas
Don't wear designer
Unless they gon' sponsor
I ain't gon try to
Keep up the drama

Ritalin Ritalin Ritalin
I am the drug I keep putting in
Papa taught me the self discipline
My time will come yeah its imminent

Damaru Damaru Damaru
Wonder what I keep my rhythm in
Got many lives, set myself on fire
But I still remain with the melanin

Ritalin Ritalin Ritalin
I am the drug I keep putting in
Papa taught me the self discipline
My time will come yeah its imminent

Damaru Damaru Damaru
Wonder what I keep my rhythm in
Got many lives, set myself on fire
But I still remain with the melanin

My papa worked himself down to the bone
If he was a rapper then all ya'll get owned
Got some big shoes to fill so ima keep eating
None of these beats were made to be sold
I took a walk down the yellow brick road
Put my ingredients into the bowl
I'm the lotus that grew out of the mold
I just played Oud for the Royal I'm gold

I pick up the pieces
Think I'ma lease it
All of these rappers in here gon be
Shaken not stirred once I release this
If anyone happened to peep this
They'll wanna leak it
My work ethic cannot be tamed
There's a hungrier monster waiting to meet its
Maker

Audio gentrification
No I won't take a vacation
Not till I'm seasoned a veteran sitting on brick like a mason
With a foundation
I'm running thin on my patience
All of my fans are my patients
I got the antidote Ima be
Plugging them with something harder than
What you've been giving them
I am an alien

Incase you were wondering
I never popped me a Ritalin
I just stay focused on me in the future I balance my energies
Homeostasis

Hop on my spaceship
Face it
I am the greatest