Xeno - A Medium Life Lyrics

I live my life in a medium way
A medium mind in a medium state
My love and hate look the same
Not too shallow, not too great

But in my average life I find
Some comforting calm design
I was calm, sedated too
Until I met you

Well, that's what I can't tell
When you shook me, took me, tried to hook me
Why I felt like hell

But you are a persistent thought
Now I know that I've ought
To cut you out when I first found you
To save myself all the pain you taught

'Cause of your hopes I can't be free
This bitter pain that now holds me
Are your lies
And breaking me

Leave me be
On my own
Let me be
Hmm

Leave me be
That's my desire
We are two like water, fire
I can't tame you, you won't save me
I can't let you enslave me

Leave me be
It's my design
Let me go, and I'll be fine
You'll be dead and I'll be free
When you leave me be

I lived my life in a medium way
A medium mind in a medium state
But in my average life I found
Some comforting calm sound

Leave me be
On my own
Let me be
Hmm

Leave me be
That's my desire
We are two like water, fire
I can't tame you, you won't save me
I can't let you enslave me

Leave me be
It's my design
Let me go, and I'll be fine
You'll be dead and I'll be free
When you leave me be