Xile - Find a Way Lyrics

Yo, Somedays I feel like I'm losing my grip
If you keep testin me bitch
You gon see lose my shit
And that's a guarantee
I learned if you dare ya be great
Hate is what you always gotta be prepared to see
I've seen a lot of it
I've seen some love
But never will trust it
They text but Never dap me up in public
So f*ck it
I'll pat myself up on the back
In fact
While I'm drinkin some Daniels
I'll tell em to hit the road jack
I'm better by myself
Yeah that's the only way I'll make it
I come from a place
If you want somethjng
Then you gotta take it
There ain't no time to be wastin on waitin
So if they dojt give me a spot at the top then I'm gon make it
Ion get it like how you gon let someone tell you
Who the f*ck you can be
What the f*ck you can do
And where the duck you can go
Everbodys got somethin say dawg
Especially the people that don't want you to make it
Now you can listen to em n be like them or you can say f*ck what they say n be like you
I lock myself in the booth in the night
And telling myself In the day
That imma make it out, make it out
I just gotta find a way
I lock myself in the booth in the night
And telling myself in the day
That imma make it out, make it out
I just gotta find a way
They had me so scared to be my f*ckin self
That I hated myself
Cause I could I see that I was someone else
I just wanted someone to hug me
But all they wanted was music from me so they could judge me
Got me feelin ugly
They told me I wouldn't make it
N got me second guessing
Got me feelin like it's a curse n this wasn't a blessin
N all that time spent writing in class wasn't destin
To make me make better just worse of a f*ckin mess than
I already was
Yeah I was already f*cked
They had me brainwashed to it
Hatein myself then I would blame the music
Cause I was chosen the knife in the night
For my abusein
Instead of writing my pain away in the music
As stupid as it sounds dawg
You gotta get that tunnel vision
So you can only focis the shit your doin
F*ck what everbody else doin dawg
Like Be ya self
Go out do what you gotta do
Get ya shit done and stay positive
N remove all them people that stopping the grind today is all you f*ckin got
I lock myself in the booth in the night
And telling myself in the day
That imma make it out, make it out
I just gotta find a way
I lock myself in the booth in the night
And telling myself in the day
That imma make it out, make it out
I just gotta find a way
I been through a lot
Shit
Everbodys been through a lot
Everybody's tired
Everbody sick the f*ckin day to day bullshit
And yeah sometimes
I've wanted to quit
I wanted to be like f*ck this
F*ck you f*ck everybody
But I refuse to let life win
I refuse let life be reason for death
Death of my dreams
Death of my hopes
If you refuse to let life hold you back
Ya one of the real ones
Welcome to real Ones Only
Xile