Act like I don't care
I really f*cking do
Act like you're still here
But you aren't you
So afraid of shame, and I'm the one to blame
For the misconceptions breaking you down
I'm sorry I'm scared to be alone when you're not around
I'm sorry I took too long to say this now
I miss you again and I'll just forget
Everything that happens inside of my head
I miss you again
And you'll just forget me when another day comes and, he comes around
I'm sorry love I've had enough
We're going backwards now
Maybe I'll change up things for a season (for a season)
I know, I know you, I know it, I see it
I'll make solutions and come to reason
But I'm so afraid of silence now
And I hope to stay safe with you
I hope to stay safe with you
I promise that I'll never let you down
I promise that I'll never let you, fall
Baby love me back turn around
I wanna make you my all
Addicted to silence but not intentionally
I have these problems that end when you're with me
(When you're with me, end when you're with me)
I'm afraid of dying
I'm afraid of you lying
I'm afraid of the morning not coming like it's supposed to
And I'm afraid of the promises that were not ever promised
Like you promised you love me
But you never show it
I'm sorry for being everything that I'm not
I'm sorry for not fixing up the puzzles that you lost
And I'm sorry that we can't fix this mess
You caused it all its not my life you bitch
And I keep on running through the halls of my mind
It's crazy 'cause they all keep telling me to end my life
I can't keep on running 'cause I'll run out of time
And I am so sorry baby, please just be mine