What
Show you my pain, so you know who I am
No, that wasn't part of plan
Oh, now I'm going off script
Dam, feel, like I'm making up shit
Purpose in pain, it's so hard to hide
I'm smiling right now, but I'm hurting inside
Walking among you, I don't feel alive
What do you say, to help me survive
Living with thoughts, you can not control
Feeling the pain, you feeling alone
Long as it's been, you been on your own
Making it thru, you been in the zone
Moving thru things, you couldn't of seen
Saying the things, you couldn't of mean
Meant, now, you hate where it went
Lost it, over a couple of cents
How do you manage, the damage you know
You put on a mask and put on show
You smile and laugh, you dying inside
You taking a chance, you dying to hide
You going to work and handling biz
Wasn't the way, you was planning to live
Wondering, how, you feeling so weak
Open your eyes, you strong as can be
Show you my pain, so you know who I am
No, that wasn't part of plan
Oh, now I'm going off script
Dam, feel, like I'm making up shit
Purpose in pain, it's so hard to hide
I'm smiling right now, but I'm hurting inside
Walking among you, I don't feel alive
What do you say, to help me survive
Doubting yourself, because of your past
Lost in thought, now pour me a glass
Using because, you don't wanna feel
The high is better, then all of the real
The lie feels better, then facing the truth
Why can't you see, no escaping the root
I'm seeing the wounds, you tryna avoid
Live with the pain, but missing the joy
Fighting the voice, you don't wanna hear
Never admit, you living thru fear
Telling me how, you get thru the chatter
I'm telling now, you really do matter
I'm telling you now, you have it inside
Your family is here, don't fall for the lie
Taking your time, open your mind
You gonna missed, I hope you survive
Show you my pain, so you know who I am
No, that wasn't part of plan
Oh, now I'm going off script
Dam, feel, like I'm making up shit
Purpose in pain, it's so hard to hide
I'm smiling right now, but I'm hurting inside
Walking among you, I don't feel alive
What do you say, to help me survive
Show you my pain, so you know who I am
No, that wasn't part of plan
Oh, now I'm going off script
Dam, feel, like I'm making up shit
Purpose in pain, it's so hard to hide
I'm smiling right now, but I'm hurting inside
Walking among you, I don't feel alive
What do you say, to help me survive
The only thing I can say and that's
You matter
No matter what you been thru
No matter what you going thru
You matter
Take care yourself out there
It's a cold world
I'm sure you know