X-Plycit - The Battle Lyrics

Another sleepless night as my subconscious is torturing me
Another night of reliving what what's been inside me torturing me
Raising my anxiety as I begin to sweat
Memories coming back that I'm wishing were dead
Turning off my brain the impossible task
Screaming please someone save me
Is that too much to ask
My insides are twisting in agony I'm distorted
My will to live has been shortened
I wanna kill that piece of me that keeps bringing back
All the memories I been hiding
All the nightmares I had
Oh my god
I can't breathe
Don't know how
Here and now
Sweat beads off my brow
And I can't hide the pain
No I can't hide the shame
From the torment within
So I close my eyes
I give in
I give in
I give in

I can't fight
Can't run
Can't hide
This demon has me
I'm choking
Dying inside
Can you save me
Can you set me free
I just wanna be released from the person that's me

Your touch was a poison
That blackened my soul
Your breathe near my face
Made me sick to my soul
Made me lose myself I became so cold
Hated who I was so I have up
F*ck it I fold
How can no one see the torment that was me
My silent screams for help went unnoticed like they were deaf
So my mind split in two to help me get through
The nightmare
The pain
On the brink
I'm insane
Can't fight
Can't hide
From the torture I tried
So I learned to get by
Pretending I'm fine
And it worked so they see the facade that was me
While inside I'm screamin fighting this demon
I'm bleeding but I'll survive
I will win
I'm stronger than this shit
No I can't give in
I can't give in
I can't give in

I've had enough
Can't keep fightin this battle inside
Been choking slowly dying
But I wanna survive
Close my eyes
Take a deep breath in
With eyes wide open
I can begin