Struggling to Live Video (MV)

Turn the TV on to my favorite show
Fantasize about castle's in the snow
With my friends we will save the world watch it glow
But then you grow reality takes your hopes fast not slow
Call call i press ignore i don't need your time
People tell me that i am selfish acting like a lime
What will happen when i run out of rhymes will my universe still spin or collide look
All i wanted was to see myself on posters stay loyal on my spotlight never switching rosters
Change my name to magic magic yeh erase the Johnson
But i gamble on forever now i am floating around
Get trapped by a ghost buster
I am freezing cold without a soul without a friend the sun wasted its time
Because i've been stuck in my head
I'ma have to get a coffin yeah replace my bed

I am sinking
What a horrible feeling
I should be enjoying the meaning of living
I am sinking
What a horrible feeling
I should be enjoying
The meaning of living
Cause i don't wanna drown
I don't wanna drown drown drown

I don't wanna drown in black waters