Recovery Video (MV)

Needless to say I'm quite your average suicidal
Any affection I receive is rather vital
I could never find the right words to say on those letters
That are long gone crumpled up and thrown away it's for the better
I realize the hassle of trying to imagine who would grieve
If one day I up and left, I finally decided to take my leave

I look in the mirror and it couldn't be clearer I am a broken soul
No one can really save me by putting band aids on all of the cracks and holes

Selfish, Thoughtless, Stupid, Sensitive Over-emotional
Resentful, Dramatic, Anti-Charismatic Lazy and Lackadaisical
Stubborn, Hostile, Bitchy Nonchalant and Spiteful
As you can see I go by more than one title
Some might say that's not true that's not who you are
I want to believe it, I swear I do but it's left a mental scar
And her words how they burn into my skin like human scum with a cigar

I look in the mirror and it couldn't be clearer I am a broken soul
Only I can really save me by filling in cement on all of the cracks and holes
I no longer yearn for love that is earned I'll relieve myself from agony and pain
And when I do, I'll make it so it's true in a land of bliss I'll reign

I refuse to let you be a stupid reason I consider dying in vain