Xzai - IS IT OVER? (Intro) Lyrics

Staring at my ceiling
Wondering why I'm in my feelings
Pill bottles on the floor
I can't think straight
I want her back I hope it's not too late
Just lost the other half of me
Yet I still feel so empty
She was my lover and my best friend
If I lose her will I ever find her again
Is it over
Is it over
Is it over
Is it over
Is it over
It can't be over
Stop giving me the cold shoulder
I'm crying thinking just one more time I want to hold her
Where did the love go
Why aren't you feeling me
We had a tight bond
Where is the synergy
If I was a great guy then why did you go
Why did you leave me here standing alone
Missing them days when it was all fine
Missing them days when I called you mine
You said that you didn't have time
Now I just watch the clock ticking
Like is there something that I'm missing
The bro's just keep saying I'm tripping
But I'm just sitting here thinking
Was it you
Was it me
I just need some relief
You said it was a you thing but who should I believe
Because personally
Because my low self esteem is telling me that I wasn't good enough
That I should have just gave up
That I just lucked up and found a girl gullible enough to finally show me some love
All these girls keep saying that you're a great guy
Why can't you see that's a lie
You make jokes out of love because your lack thereof
Because love is something that you will never find
These are just some of the troubling thoughts that like to haunt me in my sleep
So numb and dried out from the pain that I don't cry my body just feels weak
Been through it all and I'm still standing tall just had to realize love just ain't for me
When I slowly close my eyes for the night I hope that I see her in my dreams
Is it over
Is it over
Is it over
Is it over
Is it over