Goodbye Ricco Harbor Video (MV)

So high, baby you know that I'll take the pressure
But inside, all I see is my innocence mirrored onto her

I tried to sink away in cool waters with no sin, oh Lord
Forgive me, I've been living in my last lullaby cause life's short

So I hide away and find
Like I've been living just to die
I feel helpless inside

Cause the angel on my shoulder only speaks to the devil
Guilty like the red pill, the only feeling I've felt is numb

So high, the ocean wave that I'm on is not real
I haven't felt this kind of guilt
Before I break, I need to take, this time to find
Some peace of mind, I need to hide, I'm not a person to like
So high, the ocean wave that I'm on is not real anymore

It's not real
Oh, what a useless escape
It's not real
Anymore

And I don't know, how to take this
The fact I'm f*cked up around her, my lost soul's face hides in fear
I thought I had nothing to lose

And I don't wanna lie
No more vices, I'm not fine
The truth is, I don't wanna die
But there's 2 sides in my mind

So high, the ocean wave that I'm on is not real
I haven't felt this kind of guilt
Before I break, I need to take, this time to find
Some peace of mind, I need to hide, I'm not a person to like
So high, the ocean wave that I'm on is not real anymore

(Guilty, so high)
(Running, fading)

Time stood still,
So encapsulating, no drugs could save me
Deep in sin,
The demons speak but I solemnly know our peace

Cause the angel on my shoulder only speaks to the devil
Guilty like the red pill, the only feeling I've felt is numb

So high, the ocean wave that I'm on is not real
I haven't felt this kind of guilt
Before I break, I need to take, this time to find
Some peace of mind, I need to hide, I'm not a person to like
So high, the ocean wave that I'm on is not real anymore

It's not real
Oh, what a useless escape
It's not real
Anymore