Yamrin - Can't Help but Cry Lyrics

I can't help but cry
Don't look in my eyes
Looking out my window
Nothing there to find
Can't help but decay
Each and everyday
Busses don't run here now
Got to get away

Nothing here for me
Who can I call?
How can I even call out?
Index pressed against the mouth
Where's my voice here?
Where's a choice now?
The ballot's been filled out
Index pressed

I can't help but cry
Don't look in my eyes
Looking out my window
Nothing there to find
Can't help but decay
Each and everyday
Busses don't run here now
Got to get away

Feeling hurt and weak
Thinking it's worthless
Always so filled with doubt
Index pressed against the mouth
Not the way it should be
I'm not ok now
No way to get out
Index pressed

I can't help but cry
Don't look in my eyes
Looking out my window
Nothing there to find
Can't help but decay
Each and everyday
Busses don't run here now
Got to get away

Hopped on the metro to town
Toward the city while toting a frown
Caught between some woman in a window
At a loss nothing could be found
Walked aimlessly through the streets
Kept my mouth shut
Kept me unseen
Sadness I had often thought to talk about
No shoulder that I could lean on
In the meantime I was neglecting my needs
Bottle it up and distend
Focus the lens
All my songs too depressing for all of my old friends
But what can I say? Why would I lie?
If not for that, keep it inside
Can you not tell a call out for help?
I don't mean to bum you out all of the time
I just can't help but cry