I'm Finding out
All the letters that you gave to me you threw out
( I know)
Now I hold
(I can't see)
Every night when you scream you'll see me on the walls
(I'm not whole)
Rush gets too hard
Rush gets too hard
I know
I know
Rush gets too hard
I know
I know
My heart beats too hard
I know
I know
Loving you
Is the worst
And best thing to do
Because now I hold
Do you trust me to trust you're giving up
Rush gets too hard
Rush gets too hard
I know
I know
My heart beats too hard
I know
I know
My heart beats too hard
I know
I know
I know everyone is to blame
Everyone's playing this game
Everyone wants to get ahead
When this functions you're dead
I know every one's so brave
Everyone is dying anyway
I know this is the way
I know I'm dying here and oh