The Yarders - Therapy Lyrics

I write...
My pain
My experiences
My doubts
My fears
My strengths
My mistakes
My ups
My downs
My perception
My aspirations
My love
My hate
My life
My fate
I write...
For release
For relief
For ME
For therapy
For grief
For you
For he
For she
For us
For we
For peace

Back against the wall
But I been here
Nothing new
Used to question why
'Til learned to have a different view
What I consume
And the shit that I be listening to
Who I'm around
What I'm giving my attention to
All play a part in this game of life
Wrongs and rights
Choices
Red and blue
Earn yo' stripes
But listen
Gotta have vision
Gotta stay up out the way
To keep yo' self up out of prison
I been going through a cycle
History repeats
If you never learn yo' lesson
And you always in the streets
I been tryna find a blessing
Dealing with all this grief
Never a good mourning
Good day when I speak
To you the yarders all of my family
For me it's harder not to become a beast
But my boots laced
As I'm battling with defeat
While I conquer the enemy
Use music as therapy

Ain't no comparing me
What I been through made me a king
Music my therapy
A place where I can just be free
I ain't do it for they satisfaction nah
This is for the ones that's cashing
Month to month's rent
But ain't no shame in that because
Only option is to play the cards that come
Deal

Ain't no question
I'm no teacher
I just blast 'em the facts
I'm a thoughtful speaker (ugh)
Made my pad
And I'm gone sleep it
Karma cashed in on that
Almost got to keep 'em
But that
Bullet passed
The target neither
My heart my soul I go
My code a bleed 'em
But I
Stay the straight
The narrow uneven
Against the odds
My logic not the reason
A - they always in the middle of the action
B- they thought that breaking bitches was a passion
C - I give her the cue she gotta have the
D- depression and sadness it ain't no balance
Know life scandalous
I den been there
It's crazy
Music probably saved my ass from 4 babies
The state waiting
And corners coming to take me
Safety gotta be off
These niggas crazy
Pay me
What you been owed
I been waiting
Patient
But making a statement
Gone head hate me
You ain't me
Not even close
We Wayne Ave
I show 'em how to spit it so crazy
The game made me change the way I see daily
Lately
I been writing rhymes free crazy
Lacing all of the globe
Wit' heat nation
Pacing
But purple and gold
Keep me saying

Ain't no comparing me
What I been through made me a king
Music my therapy
A place where I can just be free
I ain't do it for they satisfaction nah
This is for the ones that's cashing
Month to month's rent
But ain't no shame in that because
Only option is to play the cards that come
Deal