yashnotcash - Losing Time Lyrics

I've been broken before
Not in the same way though
You told me to go, I stayed
Hesitant in leaving, you're working overtime
I ain't ever stop I say "f*ck it", it's alright
Girl I buy you everything, no nothing is too wild
I just wanna know now
Are you here or not
Is it real or not
You're fading out
I'm out of my mind
I'm losing time
Working over weekends,
Girl I know that's a lie(you're lying)
So every night at 9 I get faded out my mind
You know I'd give anything just for you to stay the night(again)
Your memories, they stop me from doing things that I'd regret
Baby tell me now, is this time the end
I'm holding on to one last thread
Are you here or not
Is it real or not
I'm faded now
I'm out of my mind
I'm losing time
Been a week since you called
You're working on him I know
F*ck it, forget me, I'm gone
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna know
Don't tell me you're not done with me
Don't tell me it's not over
I'm losing composure, no I don't need closure baby
Please tell me now
Is it real, is it fake
Are you f*cking around
Like when you wanted me to go right down
Or when you wanted me to
Turn that frown for you, smile for you
You f*ck around while I lie for you
Everything you say, shit's all the same
No I won't die for you
Woke up and I'm feeling agitated
You told me, said you wanna erase me
Pour a cup, but I'm gone, I can take it
Callin' you're breaking me
Over and over
Girl I need you closer
I tried to convince myself
No, I'm a loser
Come back I need it
You're fleeting I'm reaching
You f*ck up, repeatedly
I'm on my knees bleeding
Quit your job, you stayed in
I know you want me back
Yet every night at 9, I'm get faded out my mind
I gave you all my energy
I gave it all for you
I don't need it just you
So why you fallin' through baby
Are you here or not
Is it real or not
You're fading out
I'm out of my mind
I'm losing time
Are you here or not
Is it real or not
I'm faded now
I'm out of my mind
I'm losing time