YCK - Dead End Road Lyrics

Nowhere to turn ash in the urn
Smoking all the time flick a blunt to the dirt
Got some bad habits wanna kick to the curb
Can't recall the start don't know when I learned

I remember back when we were broke
And nothing good came out whenever someone spoke
And nothing to me mattered no word I wrote
Living on our own on a dead end road

Said that you can't live a day without me
Well why ain't you dead yet cause I've been counting
All the time that's passed you still try to make up
Like why stick around if you're showing fake love

Keep on giving me shit despite
The fact your mistakes don't make it right
To go off and run and live a wasted life
And to say that I never once f*cking tried

I need a reason
To keep on breathing

Heart still beating
Soon I am leaving