Waste my whole life wide awake
Shortened by the days and what I take
Strived to be remembered once
But now I just count down the months
Spent almost two decades
Waking up everyday to chest pain
Hate my life don't understate
Wait for change but it feels the same
Coming close coming near
But I don't do it when the coast stay clear
Bringing me down for the shit that I lack
And I never get credit deserving a plaque
Focus on my work
Put my phone on don't disturb
Copped a G named cherry pie
Start to roll like a pair of dice
I say f*ck a label
Melting pot and ladle
That's the shit that I can hold
F*ck the soul I would have sold
Waste my whole life wide awake
Shortened by the days and what I take
Strived to be remembered once
But now I just count down the months
Always up writing no matter the time of day
The sun stays shining can't keep the light away
Said I need a banger and said I need a bop
No matter what I do I'm making my way up to the top
F*cking around I'm just taken a break
Put in this work and then seeing who stayed
You follow a formula think that it's hot
But I can assure you that no it is not
Doing this shit all the time
F*ck all your words and your lines
Your music is shit it be sounding the same
As the people who started I'd rather not name
Waste my whole life wide awake
Shortened by the days and what I take
Strived to be remembered once
But now I just count down the months