Look like I've just seen a ghost
But I ain't that afraid no I don't mean to boast
Had a few trips now I learned to depend
On myself by now it's an ongoing trend
Learn to erase cause I hate being cold
Gotta double down now now I'm making twofold
Got a few dreams now they're gonna manifest
Every second of my mind and the time I invest
Struck in the dark gonna find where to park
Got a backwood to spark I've been on the boulevard
I don't know where to run can I get a head start
No my life is a joke I just want a fresh start
Taken aback I don't know my face
And I feel don't great no my veins got laced
Gotta write down the date in a bad mind state
Motherf*ck my fate standing up the gate
Had to go on a nonstop flight
Taking all my pain way I don't know what's right
So you'll be waiting for me back on the ground
You can stay if you like but I won't be coming down
Taken my spot I'm like f*ck what you got
Never need a f*cking metronome I take it from the top
No thots in my thoughts no Jenny from the block
But I felt so distraught so I got the rope taut
Been up on the move I got a reason to go
Stay chanting f*ck 12 burnt weed in the smoke
Spiffs all day stuff cash in the blunt
Bitch I'm sitting shotgun better pass to the front
Hearing every word vibrate in my spine
Cause I got that too feel irate in my mind
Ain't given up feel drained of my life
And the bullet for my brain remained in the nine
Feeling so lost I don't know what I got
Cause I'm f*cked deep down, know it's peace that I sought
Every word that I spoke every word I write
Cause my life mean shit when I'm up on the mic
Had to go on a nonstop flight
Taking all my pain way I don't know what's right
So you'll be waiting for me back on the ground
You can stay if you like but I won't be coming down