YCK - Oxytocin Lyrics

Gone, disappear into the mist
Going straight down in a black and red abyss
Burnt out on one full year doing this
So I'll go and float away and so I cease to exist

Down when I should celebrate
Smoking every day seven days to medicate
Falling out of line make sure they set me straight
Next time I got the chance I swear I won't hesitate

Yeah I know I forgot to call back
Got a lot on my mind yeah shit's all bad
Didn't think of consequences didn't think of all that
Now when shit goes wrong I can't help but fall back

Yeah I'm tearing apart at the seam
It's a much different story when you look underneath
We all got dreams but how much we live to see
So much life left to live but I don't know what it means

Can I float away
Leave behind the pain
Don't see the reason
Why I should stay

No I ain't missing I was just staying busy
And all these f*ckers kept saying they miss me
I don't care much stop getting my attention
I wanted you to know just thought I'd mention

About a year ago I stopped my caring
I accepted in the end I learned to bear it
They listen to me rap and they start comparing
No hopes no dreams I lost my bearings

Unsolved yeah I'm like a cold case
And cherish every time that you made it home safe
Cause one day you're here then you're gone without a trace
Walking on that rope don't test your fate

Chemical imbalance no oxytocin
So I take some other shit now my body's slowing
Used to be best friends so I hoped you'd notice
Things do really change once a bond is broken

Can I float away
Leave behind the pain
Don't see the reason
Why I should stay