Please tell me it wasn't so
I'd hate to up and go
Yeah sometimes I'm on the edge
Being gone ain't such a stretch
You're feeding off misfortune sucking blood like a leech
I'm hating everything you do f*ck everything that you preach
I've been so hung up for some time I'm just tryna let go
Cause I've been trying for a while but seems I ran out of rope
Rocks by the dozen green crushed into powder
Bitch I can never turn it down I'm just making it louder
I've found it's helping all my problems make a man feel empowered
I'm on the top of the world for a couple of hours
Trapped inside a cycle you just do it again
Cause it's a never ending session you just start to accept
Like motherf*ck all what you know and everything that you love
And I can promise once you're back everything will be done
Not a sense of recognition something there is missing
I just don't know what it is but something's feeling kinda different
Think it's just the fact that you're spending all your time
Killing everything inside just for you to feel alive
Please tell me it wasn't so
I'd hate to up and go
Yeah sometimes I'm on the edge
Being gone ain't such a stretch
Wishing that was me instead I just wanna trade
My position with another better person who had gave
A couple f*cks every time things gone and went awry
With a new routine and set of morals to abide
F*ck it found myself caught in a slump
On the perch outside but I couldn't make the jump
I was right up on the corner there was no looking back
I thought of all of my regrets and chose I took it back
Flip a switch and turn it back I'm going in reverse
Drinking every drop of truth and I'm quenching all my thirsts
Tryna bounce right back got the nail in the coffin
And all the stars won't shine by the time I'm forgotten
No I feel eternal I just smile while I burn
A motherf*cking second coming but they don't ever learn
I'm getting all the bad looks on my current endeavours
But I don't really give a f*ck I'm just going forever
Please tell me it wasn't so
I'd hate to up and go
Yeah sometimes I'm on the edge
Being gone ain't such a stretch