On this pale horse
My will to live has run its course
No longer young
Pound my fist, just let me in
Did I make them proud enough?
Long weekends alone
Stick in the mud
This isn't fun
Just feeling numb
1, 2, 3, 4, I don't feel it anymore
Pack up and go
Good grief, six deep
Just bury me
Flee the sun
Dead leaves cover me
Was I trying hard enough
Growing up?
I'm old enough to give it up
Endless sleep
Everything at once
Sharpen my teeth
My blood runs so cold
My will to live has run its course
Good grief, six deep
Just bury me
Flee the sun
Pound my fist, just let me in
Did I make them proud enough?
Long weekends at home
It's such a bore
Another score
What's it all for?
Tell me, did everyone leave?
Everything happens at once
And you blame yourself
But it's not your f*cking fault
You gave it your best
And that's enough