Yesterday's Ending - TOY Lyrics

Why did you even try did you even try did you even have good intentions
Now I just hurt inside yea I hurt inside from all this pent up aggression
I cant believe that I cant believe that I fell for another mistake just
Filled to the brim with lies yea is it such a crime
That I am tired of this heart ache you've lead on
Cause I could feel your heart beat through your chest
But that didn't matter apparently
I was just a toy with social defects
And now i'm just shattered across
On the bed where you left me speechless
And just within the hour you proved to me
That I am second choice just a reject
But still you question why I feel alone
Why did you even try did you even try seems like you hurt me on purpose
Now I just hurt inside yea I hurt inside I feel so god damn worthless
I cant believe that I cant believe that I believed you from the beginning
Tell me one more lie I am not surprised
Just show me how far you were willing to take this
Cause I could feel your heart beat through your chest
But that didn't matter apparently
I was just a toy with social defects
And now i'm just shattered across
On the bed where you left me speechless
And just within the hour you proved to me
That I am second choice just a reject
But still you question why I feel alone
I swear I use to be optimistic
But its people like you that make me pessimistic
And i'm not angry i'm just a little upset
That every where I turn people make me
A puppet on strings a toy that everyone will play with
Cause I could feel your heart beat
But that didn't matter apparently
I was just a toy with social defects
And now i'm just shattered across
On the bed where you left me speechless
And just within the hour you proved to me
That I am second choice still your reject
Still you question why I feel alone