It seems to be the only way that I can now feel
I told myself to let somebody in now I cant deal with this rejection
I hope you read the message
When I cannot seem to breathe will your life better, second guessings, I cannot cope with this
I cant speak to God alone, the lines instead I wrote for this
I cant seem to find my inner mind, how high i'm stoned for this
I don't know whats right or wrong no more
When i'm writing wills with bloody arms, somehow my heart's still sore
Please tell me when I die tonight your life would have no meaning
Please tell me when I die tonight i'll wake inside of Eden
In a paradise, a garden filled with flowers
While you're feeling life this second, I am taking mine this hour
Tell my family that i'm sorry, but this life I couldn't take it
To all my friends I love you but this lie I could not fake it
When my life was falling apart no one was there to help me through
So to Hell with all this f*cking shit, the gun my head pursue
I told myself I'd never do this once before, now clear
The voices in my head, no i'm not scared, instead they fear
What I am taking is their home, my body lays within the casket
The Devil still beneath the Earth
My soul now fades to ashes