Tell me why the f*ck you always gotta be up in my mind
You make me want to kill myself all the f*cking time
Cant go a night without hearing myself cry
Cant go a night without hearing myself cry
I believe theres no way out
Way out
Theres no f*cking way out
Tell me why the f*ck you gotta be so f*cking fake now
Had to take some time
To f*cking
Realize
Myself and I don't have time for bullshit lies yuh
Grab your f*cking phone
Ask me what you wanna know
Grab your mother f*cking phone
Ask me what you wanna know
I dont know
I dont know
My thoughts
Of you
I dont know
I dont know
What the f*ck
To do yeah
Why the f*ck you always gotta be up in my F*cking mind
You make me want to kill myself all the f*cking time
Cant go a night without hearing myself cry
Cant go a night without hearing myself cry
Why the f*ck you always gotta be up in my F*cking mind
You make me want to kill myself all the f*cking time
Cant go a night without hearing myself cry
Cant go a night without hearing myself cry
Thinking about my life like who i want to be
And who i have become
Regret my pass decision who the f*ck was i listening too?
My inner demons?
Telling me no more being a bitch youve been to hell in back in 8th grade
No more struggles if you stand up kid but i pushed it
Freshman year wasnt prime f*ck that shit
Im glad i moved on to be a better person for not only others but for myself
No more toxic energy
Nothing could ever phase me
Nut my mind and my thoughts have been pretty f*cked up lately
One thing still remains im still alone in my dark room
Doing nothing but be on my phone
Smoking weed
Drinking
But maybe i need to chill and be awake
And realize all that bullshit is f*cked
All this bullshit is dumb