Yonos - Decisions Lyrics

Yo I doubt my whole existence
And everything that I stand for
I really loved you
And it sucks that I wont spend more
Time with you its my issue I need to solve
Find tissues to lie with you to heal it all
Im leavin you so that you and his life can florish
They call me selfish I just know you got a purpose
Im feelin blue cause I just lost my chance at life
Im missin you and im not strong enough to just stand up and fight
Like
Maybe we can fix this babe
Maybe we can try it
But I dont think that im ok
Why our hearts always divided
See the love was true for you
Like it was for me
But why you didn't leave that child
Wish this was a bad dream
Wish we never met
Wish we never connected
Cause now my hearts got attachments
That I aint ready to accept
Except that leavins kinda bittersweet
But I see your love for him is more than it was for me
But I digress you say I gotta support this
I support dumpin it out as an abortion
Pro choice ish
See I see this as a chore you see it as a success
A way out of the trap we live in
The one where no one makes it and everybody is content with what they been doin
But honestly I feel like im stuck so Im stickin to it
Pissed at my plot in life
And everything that I stand for
Diggin worms out of a ditch
And puffin meth on every corner
Yeah I made a mistake but you never let me live it down
Looking back on my decision I have no regrets cause now
You succeeded through my failures
I know that your mothers proud
But im sick of seein you in the city
Im leavin

Yo I doubt my whole existence
And everything that I stand for
I really loved you
And it sucks that You wont spend more
Time with us its my fetus you wernt involved
My child my earth around which I revolve
You left me feelin broke
I know that I don't deserve it
I aint never givin up
This baby he has a purpose
Im feelin angry cause you left us in the dirt
You think it makes me happy that youre leaving what a jerk
Maybe we can fix this babe
Maybe we can try it
But I dont think that you're ok
Why our hearts always divided
See the love was true for you
Like it was for me
But why the hell you leavin us
I Wish this was a bad dream
Wish we never met
Wish we never connected
Cause now my hearts got attachments
That I aint ready to reject
See you leavins kinda bittersweet
But I see your love for you is more than it was for me
But I digress you aint gotta support this
Ill support the child you wish I wouldve aborted
See You see this as a chore I see it as a success
A way out of the trap we live in
The one where no one makes it and everybody is content with what they been doin
But honestly I feel sick to my stomach I cant do it