No one lives forever, and I don't want to, outlive my niggas either
I don't got the time, to just be waiting, so I might just pull the lever
Sometimes, I just say, f*ck it all, but I get back to the thoughts
Of what could be, and I'll never leave, I just keep my peace
I'm my own worst enemy
Made the sickness not the remedy
I just wanna be the better me
So all the fake niggas dead to me
All their hearts filled with jealousy
I feel it every time they mention me
We don't even talk but my name still in yo mouth, even presently
Sometimes my anxiety beatin' my ass, and I let that shit affect me
I be down bad, I be in my own head, and that shit'll almost wreck me
Every week I be faced with some bullshit, like somebody tryna test me
Never forget when those f*ck ass cops really pulled up tryna press me
But I'm here and I'm living
And I know you see the vision
I got one chance, everybody listen
I got tunnel vision and I'm on a mission
I gotta prove my worth
Every step, yea it hurts
Disadvantaged since birth
Now I'm taking over Earth
If you ain't with it then you cursed
I got the weight of the whole world, and it's sitting on my shoulders
And I did that shit myself, cause it gon' only make me bolder
I got dreams imma see through, so that I can cherish when I'm older
If they throw me in the f*ckin' fire then I'm coming out even colder
This for my niggas in the back
This for my niggas in the front
This for my niggas all around
This for my niggas who gon' stunt
I got something that's inside of me
Fighting me this is an eternal rivalry
I hear you talkin' shit but that's in spite of me
I could never let these lame niggas go and inspire me
Ain't no more doubt in my heart
Been real with this shit from the mothaf*ckin' start
And ever since I been on point like a dart
It's something inside me that's just gotta spark
Imma see it through, and that's a promise I'll make from me to you
So unpredictable don't know what I'll do
If you ain't f*ckin' with me you're f*ckin' screwed
Now I'm steppin' up to the plate
I got no time can't nobody wait
Try to lure me in, yea I see the bait
But I can't fall for the f*ckin' fake
Gettin' in my mind, in my mental state
Gotta stand up fore it's too late
And the time is now, open up the gate
Got my own destiny, my own fate