Young October - eyes like mine Lyrics

Hurts doesn't it

Sometimes I feel like blowing my brains out on the curb
Make them see like I'm the one that really hurt
I'm as pathetic as they come put me in the dirt
Been rejected by the one they call Mother Earth
I'm tryna see the light and stay positive
I can't sleep at night I'm not cognitive
Carlos poured me sprite said stay off of it
I can't do it out of spite I'm not gon' give

F*ck this shit man f*ck this shit man f*ck this shit
I don't need to feel ashamed on how I really feel
This that real feel I'm climbing hills with jack and jill
I don't pop no pills cuz it just make the pain worse
Thumbing through all the pain I pay this pain work
Wake up in the morning hope this f*ckin rain serves
Serving me something working me
Please encourage me
Baby please just nourish me