Been awhile now
Haven't felt that pain in my heart, Wow
Such a feeling
Can't bounce back from that L
I'm struggling can't you tell
It's rough (Rough, rough)
I can never ever take back all that shit on what I said (What I said)
I wonder if you ever still wishing on me if I was dead (I was dead)
I can never ever take back all that shit on what I said (What I said)
I wonder if you ever still wishing on me if I was dead (I was dead)
I've been dead for a minute, yeah uh
Doesn't matter, I've been racking up them digits, yeah (Brr brr)
Just to call, why your body so exquisite
Come and show me what you got
Here a long time, f*ck distance
Yeah, yeah
I'm hoping one day with me you'll be open (Open)
I don't run away use these drugs for the coping (Coping)
You taste so sweet but under all that you are poison (Poison)
After all the shit, I'd still pick you
You're the one, you choosen
Been awhile now
Haven't felt that pain in my heart, Wow
Such a feeling
Can't bounce back from that L
I'm struggling can't you tell
It's rough (Rough, rough)
I can never ever take back all that shit on what I said (What I said)
I wonder if you ever still wishing on me if I was dead (I was dead)
I can never ever take back all that shit on what I said (What I said)
I wonder if you ever still wishing on me if I was dead (I was dead)
My life has never been so perfect
Am I worth it, as a person would I ever start to flourish
Seeking help I run to you
I feel like I'm deserted, needing guidance
And its probably happened and it's cause of you (You)
And I'm not comfortable what can I do
I'm hoping one day with me you'll be open (Open)
I don't run away use these drugs for the coping (Coping)
You taste so sweet but under all that you are poison (Poison)
After all the shit, I'd still pick you
You're the one, you choosen
Been awhile now
Haven't felt that pain in my heart, Wow
Such a feeling
Can't bounce back from that L
I'm struggling can't you tell
It's rough (Rough, rough)
I can never ever take back all that shit on what I said (What I said)
I wonder if you ever still wishing on me if I was dead (I was dead)
I can never ever take back all that shit on what I said (What I said)
I wonder if you ever still wishing on me if I was dead (I was dead)