Young Scarecrow - Change (feat. Lakey) Lyrics

Really scary thinking about the future is one of the worst things for me to do
Because I'm convinced and all I see is a road of nothing
Nothing
Just every morning the same sun coming through the same window at the same time to wake you up to the same day of the same pain
The same extreme boredom of the same frustrations and you see where this goes
Lakey
I sit back and think why I did wrong
Didn't have a plan I was living raw
Can't accept living basic
Want to take my life away in a spaceship
Fly so high can't stop to cry
But I'm sit with my daughter singing lullabies
Brings a tear to my eye sometimes
These mountains we shall climb
Staring out the window deja vu
Sick and tired of this boring view
Wrote a plan but it wasn't the be
Now I got the f*cking devil looking back at me
The lights in my mind are connected
Telling me to keep up never be rejected
Rewrite the script this is not it
Go outside the box f*ck what they think
Always been the underdog time for that to change
Been practicing the aim I'ma change the range
Cannot stay the same got to change the lane
Test me and I'll charge my brain
You know the name it goes without saying
Serious work you know I ain't playing
One of a kind you found the gold
I'm very underrated and you f*cking know
You said I never wrote a song for you
So I hope this one is haunting you
You said even if it took forever
That me and you would be together
And I never thought that you would lie
So I'll admit I took advantage of your precious time
I'll admit I took advantage of you every night
That I was on the road even at home I wouldn't do your right
Kissed by an angel touched by the devil
Blood from my nose red as a rose petal
I think we're caught up in a power trip
She my K-Marx
I'm her Johnny Depp life of a fast life in a fast lane
Lions in the cab nice drinking champagne
Eyes making last nights with a bad pain
With a knife on the dash pipe with the ashtray
Let me f*ck with the lights off like a lamp shade
Did it twice in a room once hit a mad name
Hide all the fresh wounds like a band-aid
With the stripes on the black suits for the campaign
Hit it like no other man I do it right
I've been fighting for so long now I'm on my flight
I can see the lights going in the dark night
I can see you're going through a rough time I might
But I'm coming up and never going back
Never going back to when nobody had my back
Motherf*ckers wanna do it still they on the crack
Yeah I remember you were wack
And I remember the moments I was caught as a joke
Now they giving me hands and saying it was a joke
But I ain't joking around I'm trying to give you hope
But you can't do it if you wanna manage I'll be on road