Young Za - Letter to the Dead Lyrics

To whom it may concern, I really miss you
This blood in my eyes, it can't be cleaned with a tissue

Prolly wonder why I say to whom it may concern
Cause I done sent a thousand of these, and never heard a word
I can't even sleep, these niggas talking 'bout a early bird

My heart so cold, I be feeling anemic
My heart done broke a million times my shit feel like its bleeding
Writing this with tears in my eyes I get so tired of grieving
I try not to question God I know this letter he reading

But, He should've taken me instead of my cousin
I asked him to swap us out, he ain't want the even trade
I ain't have nothing else to give except for me
If I did I would've gave

I ain't scared of my own grave
I'm more scared of the pain that I gain when I get them calls and I find out that the reaper came

I swear Im trynna weather these storms
But, why the f*ck these clouds so big
I seen Greg with no blood in em
Only God know what that did

And Its f*cked up, how they did Jaymoo
Years later, still trynna convince myself it ain't true

Countless tears on my pillow case when they took Forgi
I can't let y'all names die so I keep telling these stories
So im balling like Kobey til they take my breath from me

F*ck!

I mean i'm balling like Bobey til they take my breath from me
Told God take me next so they can't take the rest from me

Man this shit got me sick
I used to look up to y'all
And now I gotta look up to y'all
Ain't that ironic?

I know y'all looking down on me so i'ma put on a show
I got lost a couple times now I know where to go

Ok I lied, I been feeling misguided
Battling depression since a jit I just know to hide it

I'ma be ok though, y'all just keep checking on me
Don't be up there stressing y'all should be resting in peace
Cause ever since y'all died heaven the place to be

Sincerely yours, Young Za