PNM (feat. yungdeedee) Video (MV)

Y'all pussy ass niggas don't know the struggle, living off peanut butter and ramen noodles
All of this pain is gettin me all of this pain and misery
I do not know what to believe, I can't believe what my eyes have seen
Is everything really what it seems? Is everything really what it seems
All them nights that i slept on floo
Had to sleep on the patio
Tha closest i had as a friend was a roach
I guess where I from that's how that shit go
Niggas dun lied on my name
These niggas switched on tha gang
They switched foe sum fame
Yall pussys yall niggas so lame
Shakin my head neva evea change on tha gang
Yall know where I'm from dont know where I come from
I can say that a young nigga rlly came from tha slums
I rlly aint had shit to eat i was survivin off bread crumbs
Like 21 i know sum niggas who like redrum
I dun see bodies drop on tha clock
They putting Switches on tha glocks
They take it out n cock
Heard 2 shots then a body drop
Couldn't even play on the streets, rememberin them nights
When I couldn't go to sleep, I got some demons chasing me

Y'all pussy ass niggas don't know the struggle, living off peanut butter and ramen noodles
All of this pain is gettin me all of this pain and misery
I do not know what to believe, I can't believe what my eyes have seen
Is everything really what it seems? Is everything really what it seems

I wake up at three in the morning, can't see my eyes yet, they pouring
Gotta go to the top of the team, if I'm going outside, then I'm towing
Got a hundred on me, I don't play, on the court, take a shot to your face
I got raised by the streets and my mama, Lord knows I dun been through some trauma

I can't see through my eyes, they too blurry, I been lost since 14, gotta worry
Like a nigga done changed, hard core, no mind games
I'm a different type of nigga, keep this pipe tight
Mama stressing, gotta get it, can't take time

To the mama, your son is a star, make the hood proud
Rep the city I'm from, on that map, they gon' follow yung on DD, I'ma have us a whole crowd
He'll kill him for us just to win, wanna see a new story on someone who made it out
I'm from the O.N, where niggas just kill for the fun, but lets bust through a random house

I got some demons chasing me
I feel lost
I don't know how to feel, I can't believe
I just don't feel the same

I just feel like one big f*ck, honestly
Like, f*ck
Y'all pussy ass niggas don't know the struggle, living off peanut butter and ramen noodles
All of this pain is gettin me all of this pain and misery
I do not know what to believe, I can't believe what my eyes have seen
Is everything really what it seems? Is everything really what it seems
I used to be against the drugs, them drugs I'm using now
They keep me going without them, I'll probably blow my brains out

I'll probably, I'll probably, I'll probably blow my brains out