Youth Deprivation - Bedside Suicide Lyrics

As I awaken
Same cold damp place
Same state of mind
Same depressing head space
As I lay there in bed
Wondering what to do today
Too much to do
F*ck all to say

Laying in bed
No ambitions today
Too much to do
But nothing to say
Paralyzed, numbed
Minds gone to hell
If I stay here in bed
Then at least I won't kill myself

This time I'll stay
In my mind's decay
This will be the day
That I'll be throwing my life away

I am throwing my life away
Bedside suicide

As I throw away the day
Flush my f*cking life away
As I throw away the day
Just lay there and decay
As I throw away the day
Flush my f*cking life away
As I throw away the day
No f*cker's gonna miss me anyway