I'm Not Even There Video (MV)

I'm sick of fearing what I'm supposed to be
Think they see a ghost of me
Anything to wear me down
Tear me down and kill my sound, yeah
So tell me what I'm supposed to do
I've never heard you speak the truth
My mind is open as a book
I'm getting looks
I see them stare
And I'm not scared
But I'm as strange as one can be, uh
And I'm not there
I'm not even there
I'm not even there
I'm not even there
I'm not even there
I feel you look, I see you stare
You're at the bottom of the stairs
I'm in the basement you're on the pavement
I'm lost in sounds while you're getting wasted
You're not creative, no
So back to the basics, oh
You're feeling faceless
Not even grandma knows you on a first name basis
A waste of the space is exactly what you are
You hate my pace so you try to shoot the star
I'm sick of fearing what I'm supposed to be
Think they see a ghost of me
Anything to wear me down
Tear me down and kill my sound, yeah
So tell me what I'm supposed to do
I've never heard you speak the truth
I'm sick of fearing what I'm supposed to be
Think they see a ghost of me
Anything to wear me down
Tear me down and kill my sound, yeah
And I'm not there
I'm not even there
I'm not even there
I'm not even there
I'm not even there