a test to leave Video (MV)

What I've done
Feels juvenile and stupid
But you know I've got to get that out sometimes
And I scare you
But maybe I'm just testing you
Know that you can leave me anytime

I've got to, I've got to accept that
I've got to learn
And I need you, I need you
You need to know how much I need you
How much I love you

I am a contradictory pattern
A trapped wildfire
I am a little messy and
I always apologize
But I know that it can't help me
And I know that you can't help me
And you know that I can fix this
Can you tell me how to fix this?

I've got to, I've got to accept that
I've got to learn
And I need you, I need you
You need to know how much I need you
How much I love you

Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh