Alyssa Video (MV)

I know you feel used
I know you feel bruised
Promised that I was the guy
That wouldn't leave you screwed
Tell me why that was a lie
And I f*cking left you
Tell me why all the time
I wish that would've been you
Whenever, when I'm out on the town
Every time I hear Ferg
I think of you now
Every time I drive downtown
Out by the center
I'm reminded of the time
That we met back in winter
Back in December
Such a great time remember
We waited in line for like all day
So stuck in April
Didn't know you'd want May
Last I felt for a girl that wasn't my ex
And I promise you I wasn't just
To have a girl like you I'd be blessed
Got emotional issues
But I know that you're stressed
It's okay

I'm sorry for what I do
I didn't mean to hurt you too
It's just the game we played
Didn't know I'd lead you on to first base

Look I'm sorry
At the time when we were talking
When we were getting close
I was not a good person and I'm so sorry
I regret it
That's like the one regret that I really have
Is just f*cking you over

It's okay 'cause I got 'em too
From the last one who left my heart so bruised
The one I went to when I left you
Dear God, why did I do what I do?
I know you got plans but if I had to go back
Lord You know I'd change it
And I promise that I'm getting better with time
And I'm making all of these changes
I deleted my snap, I'm not talking to hoes
I'm calling 'em hoes, but I know they're not hoes
They're people too
Now I recognize that girl's hearts
Ain't just another f*ckin' game like Clue
I'm talking to you, I'm talking to you
I regret what I did and all this is true
As I'm alone I'm writing this letter
Cuz I meeting you, it made me a better man

I'm sorry for what I did
Didn't know how hard it'd hit
You've made me want to change
It's so hard but I'm on pace

Look, I'm trying to change now
I don't want to be that guy that hurt you
Like, I hate that person
I look at that guy and I don't like him anymore
I've found God, I'm trying to change
And I'm doing everything I can
To make sure I'm not the old me

Man than I use to be
Got a couple habits I ain't trying to keep
I know I'm not perfect but I'm likin' this me
And the lock to these habits
Well I've got the key
These problems I know I can stop it,
Glad I got ahold of 'em 'fore I went coffined
Glad I've lived, for my life I'm a prophet
I don't even care if I'm makin' a profit
God's got me, I just wanna be heard
So to the guy out there
Who's got a girl like her
Don't leave...you'll regret it I'm sure
On everyone that I love that is my word
Put down the gun, I'm not the Ripper
Pick up the brush, I'm painting the picture
I know that my heart will never forget her
I know I was wrong, I'm sorry Alyssa

I really am sorry and...ya know
I'm different now though