Yung Delirious - Love Me Lyrics

I had a good girl who likes me and trusts
That's all I really want but I f*ck it all up
When things go good is when I leave
Can't trust these streaks they all deceive
Things are goin great? what's around the corner?
Someone's there to kill me with a hoodie and a former...
Friend of mine, who I told everything to
I've got all these girls but it's never been you
You f*cked me up, you tore me apart
Ironic how you kill, but still own my heart
You led me on, don't care bout your excuses
Made me feel weak every night I'd feel useless
Spend it with a drink
Spend it with a blunt
That night was with you
But I still saw love
You're the only one
Who could make me try drugs
I guess I was right
So blinded by love
This ain't supposed to be about you
But you cut me up "boo"
Hope you feel so bad that...
That It f*cks you up too
I know it's not godly but I'm only just a man
I man who can hate with a pen inside his hand
I'd say "f*ck you" but that won't solve my issues
All I can do is wonder why I still miss you
Yeah... why do I still miss you?
When someone sees everything that you've been through
At 3am, it'll kinda convince you
Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe you cared
But that won't fix anything I'm facin' out here
I'm tryin to believe but you made me lose sight
Take the "be" and the "ve" and you're left with a "lie"
Started talking to this girl
Everything was so sweet
She was cute, she was nice
Man we had the whole dream
And truthfully the narrative
Was like "bad things"
And if you know me at all
Then you know that sings
Couple of rebels
Young and disheveled
She wanted me
But on a real level
Kept leading her on
Just like you taught me
I'd be in your shoes
Cuz to her I'm exhausting
But I had her wrapped up
Maybe that's all I wanted
I swear my intentions ain't bad
Huh...
My intentions ain't bad
But by these decisions I'm haunted
Since I hit teens I never liked rules
She deserves more, for her heart she's a fool
She deserves better than a guy who writes letters and doesnt admit when he's sad cuz he's "cool"
Or maybe keepin his cool
Maybe he's playin the fool
Inside he's so hot
Can't let no one in
Can't trust her again
More faith in a sin
Even tho he's found God
He can't trust a soul
And his hearts getting cold
So tired of looking for sunlight in holes
So tired of gettin no sleep when it's cold
So tired of lookin for faith in a hoax
So tired of bein so tired, i know
The cure to my pain ain't talkin to hoes
The cure to being lonely
Ain't gettin so stoned
That you can't pick up
When ya mom hits your phone
Hold me tight
Love me close
Yeah I try
You never know
I try to believe but I'm losing the fight
Take the "be" and the "ve" and you're left with a "lie"
Put me to sleep I'm tired of my grief
And I'd like for you to love me
To love me
To love me
To love me