How I Feel Video (MV)

A lot to take in, much to absorb So many issues I've been ignoring
To be honest, I need myself an award For tryna keep shit together without no moral
Support I guess that's how it is when you're human
You make mistakes, get it mixed in confusion Too much to lose and a lot needs to be proven
I write these words in the booth, staying secluded
As I tell you how I feel, just know you not alone
Everybody got they problems to solve on they own
Learned a lot while I've grown, heart full of gold
But I wear it on my sleeves, I'm convinced it's set in stone
Projecting my insecurities, it's looking like I'm starting to be the enemy
Afraid my transgressions in the past are catching up to me
Scared to be direct with my emotions reluctant to saying anything
Like being judged for what I feel is wrong Feeling like I don't belong, fears of being
All alone Those are the thoughts that run through my
Brain The music's keeping me sane, my senses can't
Be contained Sometimes I wish I was emotionless
More than ever, I'm acknowledging my brokenness I'm tryna figure where my hope went
Asking God to guide me through these problems and predicaments
People always asking me what's wrong, but I don't tell them shit
Thinking I can do this on my own, but then depression hits
Wondering who really there for me, I start to question it
There for them, but when it's me, it seems to be irrelevant
It's evident, a lot to take in, much to absorb So many issues I've been ignoring
To be honest, I need myself an award For tryna keep shit together without no moral
Support I guess that's how it is when you're human
You make mistakes, getting mixed in confusion Too much to lose and a lot needs to be proven
I write these words in the booth, staying secluded
As I tell you how I feel, just know you not alone
Everybody got they problems to solve on they own
Learned a lot while I've grown, heart full of gold
But I wear it on my sleeves, I'm convinced it's set in stone