Wishing For A Change Video (MV)

I've been running around, I'm sorry I missed your call today
I'm not trying to go back to what it was
I've been busy lately, baby, trying to stack these commas up
Just promise me you ain't giving your love away
Wishing for a change, I know it
Falling back to my old ways, I can't control it
I wish I had more time to show you more affection
Working more, I've been stressing
Things I need to address to you
Whoa, okay, certain things I find it hard to say
I don't wanna fuss or press your buttons
But all these feelings need to be conveyed
Know you got a lot that's going on
School, work, and getting bills paid
I love the fact you getting shit done
These other bitches couldn't do the same, ayy
But I just got this feeling in my heart
Internal issues breaking me apart
Working more, I'm trying to make it large
I fantasize a life with all the wealth
Really, I've been harder on myself
Usually, I'm keeping shit within
But now I feel like crying out for help
Life's been crazy, it broke my heart when they took my granny
Ever since then, I've been feeling so antsy
Gotta stay strong for the gang and the family
Baby, I wonder if you understand me
At times, it seems like I'm going insane
Pent up aggression, trapped in emotions
I'm on the brink of snapping any day
I'm on the verge of airing shit out
I wanna be great, but my mind is in doubt
I'm lost on this road, I'm trying to reroute
Don't wanna break down, I'm needing you now
My head's in the clouds, stuck and I'm empty
How many issues to solve? too many
I'm putting my trauma and pain on display
I hope that me sharing won't lead you astray
Been running around, I'm sorry, I missed your call today
I'm not trying to go back to what it was
I've been busy lately, baby, trying to stack these commas up
Just promise me you ain't giving your love away
Wishing for a change, I know it
Falling back to my old ways, I can't control it
Wish you had more time to show me more affection
Working more, you been stressing
Things you need to adjust to me
Uh, she said she was waiting to have this discussion
Baby, I know that you hurting and things are uncertain
Don't want it to end in destruction
She said, I've been working and school is occurring
And I'm trying to get a degree in this nursing
Life has been stressful and I'm trying to neglect you
It's hard to sustain when these things are emerging
Yeah, ayy
But I can't shake this feeling in my heart
That you think I'ma give my love away
You got the key and it's remaining locked
Can't visualize my life without you in it
You showed me love when other niggas didn't
And I ain't been consistent, I admit it
Maybe I'm the reason for the distance, yeah
We both can do better, baby, it ain't on you
We got different goals, live two separate lives
Adjusting is stressful, I know it is true
I wish I did more, wish I did more to show you I care
Instead, I was selfish and not more aware
That you had some issues to deal with yourself
And you didn't bother to ask for help
But what I do know, these things don't last for too long
Had a couple setbacks, but we stay strong
Girl, you always got a shoulder to lay on
And I know that shit ain't always gonna be perfect
Whatever goes wrong, we'll make it right
I just wanna tell you that I love you
And no one can replace what you provide for me
Been running around, I'm sorry I missed your call today
Not trying to go back to what it was
Been busy lately, baby, trying to stack these commas up
Just promise me you ain't giving your love away
Wishing for a change, I know it
Falling back to my old ways, I can't control it
Oh, I'm wishing we had time for more affection
Working more, I've been stressing
Things I need to address to you