Welcome Video (MV)

Never lack intelligent I know how they be thinking
All the pain and struggle try to numb it with the drinking
Stuck inside this life that I was born in tryna make it
Man all I needs a chance you give it to me then I'm taking
Thoughts are in my head they running wild every day
Try to put me on the pedestal I don't know what to say
Why they looking up to me I'm tryna hide I wanna flee
But my music's what attracts em it's like honey to a bee
Let me grow and find myself let me grow and be a man
Thought I knew what it would take I had to throw away my plan
Things look easy but it's hard just know I'm out here doing work
I just hope I get a Grammy 'fore I'm done with all this work
Drowning deep below it's like I'm covered with regrets
What's the point of being good when no one knows that you're the best
What's the point of even working 'til we're 60 and we stop
Rather get it while I'm young and still be 30 at the top
I can't waste another minute gotta watch the way it ticks
I remember I was younger little brother was so sick
I was praying God to heal him begging for the pain to stop
At the bottom I be living where these bodies always rot
What you know about my life all the things that I've been through
You will always see me lonely but before I had a crew
We grew up we went our ways but time to time we tryna link
Feel my life is the titanic you can't save it let it sink
Let me drown inside this bottle don't need saving anymore
Cause before I felt so trapped man I was searching for the door
I was locked inside this house that's full of boxes that were full
Moving on to better things that's 40 acres and a mule
What's success cause it ain't money tell me what does it define
Gave a warning but he stepped over he crossed the f*cking line
F*ck this life man I am done always sad I had no fun
I was tryna find myself I ran in circles still I run
I see the sun now I feel good I knew that it would work
So much time inside the basement right above the f*cking dirt
Watch me grow and be the person that I know that I can be
I was trapped inside the darkness blinds are off so now I see
Now I see the life I'm living I'm not lonely anymore
I got fans around the world and now my life is not a bore
So much time inside the studio just so the world can judge
If they knew the sacrifices that I've made I've had enough
Thought I really wanted fame but I feel better just unknown
So when fame finally comes knocking I won't open up the door
I don't want it you can keep it up cause my soul is not for sale
Fans applaud me make em proud they know I tried cause they can tell
Many bags under my eyes I haven't slept for 7 days
This my journey gotta walk it no one else will show the way
What is freedom that's the only thing I'm really tryna get
Cause if we're working for a boss we're still in chains down in the pit